these few days went out with baoli,sin,jing,suli...bought clothes...no money still anyhow buy...turbine man. then i finally developed the malaysia photo,really hoped that can go on trips with family and fren more often.

went to listened to the talk on tue 22/2/2005...on the summer vacation programme in japan kyushuu, me and frens added all the amt,should be abt 5000 bucks...how to earn man...haha...

fei 1:12 AM

not such a good day...in fact it sucked more than before...not like i was jealous of everyone cos i got no flowers or bf...in fact i enjoyed last year delivering flowers and so on.this year was just quite wrong...think cos we not enuff pple,the orders were too many to complete...

in the end got customers call and complain...first time i handling this kind of calls,i felt sorry for those who received late and pre-known deliveries,but i also pity myself and my colleagues who did not had much rest.sian man...but felt quite bad la cos once i pushed the phone to my boss, told the guy that i cant change anything he dun like cos i was just a junior,then he asked to speak to my boss...diao...sorry!!!

also sian cos i kept pushing my already tired colleagues to rush my orders,cos esp one ang mo very fierce(thou he said thanks later),scared of him coming back and finding the flowers not ready.in the end thou one of them got time to help me,i forgot to tell her the specific length requested,screwed up a bit...sorry!!! then also pity this guy...dunno if its cos i forgot to reserve flowers for him when he ordered,he took other colours instead of the original white tt he asked for...sorry!!!

wat a sorry day.............

fei 1:00 AM

think i was way too long-winded...thats why i was never able to complete a diary entry everyday...i was too lazy and second thing,i had too much to write and it ached my hand.

so it was like after we ate on 12/2/2005, they made me find their writings on the graffiti walls of far east plaza...really sweet to see those greetings there...i got a shirt from suli and baoli,five bears representing each of them(its the bear tt i have always nagged at them), a pouch and bag from sin and jing,facial products from ling,a bracelet from wen hua, a hairband and phone accessory from yanjun, a pair of bear earrings and OP pencil case from ting,wen,lin,mei,emmu,jaya,huifen...cool...hahaha

sin done up the presents very nicely,all wrapped in ribbons and placed them in a golden(shoe) box...i got angbaos too...happy sia...however on that fateful day we met 3 bloody pple...hahaha...

fei 12:51 AM

Yesterday went out to celebrate my bday...i think it worsened my fever from 11/02/05...i got fever at night, then recover after rolling all night long and changing rooms( when i was rolling around,dunno why but i thought of myself as a dog...or many dogs?). dunno if its cos i too serious till cant think properly...

quite diao la...cos i ate jap food for the whole day.first to Hoshi then to Ramen Ten...i felt dreadful at first,firstly i was sick,secondly i thought wen they all got things to do while waiting for me...but nah,they sought of like JUST waiting for me,so guilty man.the the shuttle bus took quite long to come, and i like idiot like that,kept mistaking other bus for it and walked here walked there.Finally got to IMM,i walked a full round to realize that i got the wrong turn.we sat it those he shi...luckily need not kneel down, under the table part of the ground was leveled down so that we can rest our legs there...finally i passed the presents i got from malaysia to emmu and mei,but still not to jaya and fen...and one more good thing is junyan paid for my meal!!!

then later went to meet sin they all...i was late again...partly because we left jiansheng's house late,partly cos mr tan yunyan made me wait while he went to get his mum's present so tt i could pass it to her.yunyan said i was acting awkward in front of jiansheng,so obvious meh?is he awkward lo...i tried to shake his hand k...then while waiting for yunyan,i realised that he got alot of uncles staying(or loitering?) around his place. sin dun u ever feel so?i looked as if i was a good girlfriend waiting for my boyfriend to pass me a present...turbine...in the reality i was a bloody sick girl wanting to faint at any moment.

in the end...i thought the present was for me(liew damn sia suey)...hai...shld not have expectations for yunyan...haha qiong guang dan...but he realised tt it was his fault(haha no la) for me being late,he paid for the taxi and begged me not to tell sin...think sin's gonna kill him...

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yufei 2:31 PM

haha...do i sound sad or pathetic?not really la...just that i am feeling a bit old liao...suddenly felt scared...20 yrs of my life just passed...how i wish to go back to when i was just in sec or pri sch...even thou it means taking the psle and o levels again...but i always tell myself,no matter wat,never regret,even if there is any,cos that only pulls me down.instead of always looking back,i should treasure the present and future,hope i am not wrong in thinking so:)

this is the last day of being 19 years old...dunno why leh...i felt lost recently...just so suddenly...i sincerely wished that i can be happier, and not always a crybaby...sorry pple, i like sound so sad, but really happy to have u guys around me. and hey, guess wat, i felt better after typing out all these, guess it is useful to let everything out...

jing,sin,yan,baoli,suli,and william came to visit my hse today...ling suddenly decided not to come, perhaps its really too far for her to come to my hse...yup then william showed us the final product of our photos at Genting. Really nice sia...haha...but some of my photos sucks big time...
then later we had the steamboat dinner, i just kept eating the fish toufu, and ya i kept dropping my food(2 times)...not able to finish later so need to pick a victim,which happened to be tan yunyan cos he lost at zhong ji mi ma....sin's main course consists of abt 80% of prawns...

then later me,sin,jing and william went to catch a movie at the causeway point...too late for baoli and suli,yunyan need to go back camp...know i very bad la...kept insisting to watch,sorry!!!but then the movie was cool...it was the latest(i think) production of gong qi jun(not sure of his name in jap)...very touching and sweet, he never fail to do that i think...

will write more...tired liao...ja...

yufei
2:22 AM

haha...seeing my frens own a blog made me want to own one too...think will just post my daily crap here....since i am so lazy to write a diary...my hand aches when i tried to write cos i usu have too much things to write about...

anyway,today is 大年初一...hope everyone got big hongbaos...the fireworks last night was really pretty. they had more colours like pink this year...but after that it seems that a fire occurred at the place where the fireworks were set...anyway,lets enjoy the new year k...

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