what do i actually want?
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:49 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
For the time being, i maintained my dislike for uncles(those more towards the ah peks side). Past & present events me and my frens encountered revealed so.
1. They are super self-centered.
2. They are disgusting.
3. They like to be nasty to people who are weaker than them.
4. They like to act as if they know everything and everyone else is dumb.
5. They incorporate all irritating aspects of aunties into themselves.
6. They are demanding.
7. A number of them are freaking perverts.
8. They think people are deaf so they have to talk loudly.
9. They treat abusing people verbally as part of their everyday life.
10. Inspite of all those characteristics listed above, they still want to portray themselves as the victims.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:20 PM
Happy Christmas (War is Over) John Lennon/Yoko Ono
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Touching song in my view. whet i heard was the instrumental piece. As i read through the lyrics it breaks my heart to know there are pple suffering during Christmas because of war. Though 25th was long over, Merry Christmas pple=]
So this is christmas
And what have you done
Another year's over
New one's just begun
So this is christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear ones
The old and the young
A merry, merry christmas
And a happy new year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
So this is christmas
For weak and for strong
The rich and the poor ones
The road is so long
So happy christmas
For black and for white
For yellow and red ones
Let's stop all the fight
A merry, merry christmas
And a happy new year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
A merry, merry christmas
And a happy new year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
War is over
War is over
War is over now
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:05 AM
Quoting from a friend
Friday, January 04, 2008
Everyone is useful in some sense, especially those who makes u smile when you see them falling down the stairs.
Cheers suckers =D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:55 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Working changes you completely, long before one can realise. Just chatted with an ex-colleague from my previous part-time shop. After telling her about my situation at work now, she gave a comment me becoming a cunning despicable person in the future.
I was kind of blur at that point of time when she said that. But be it a joke or a real warning, it worries me alot. It goes like this:
Didnt have a good impression of someone in my working place. Maybe just not the same frequency or wat. However i have a lot of working hours with her. When we eat, we would eat together in the staff room. Despite the fact that i dun like the idea, i would start talking or try to find a topic. Sometimes i joke and laugh and suan1 just like with any other friends.
When i think back, i felt like such a hypocrite. Why bother to talk when i dun feel like to? There were alot of contradictions within. I feel that showing out all one's temper and not talking to someone one dislike inspite of the need for work communication is simply childish. Moreover, i cannot take awkward silence. I dun pity someone who has noone to talk to, but i will die if the awkward silence last throughout the whole break. Thus i will talk, or try to create topic at least.
On the other hand, thats so damn fake right?
Maybe i just wan to know her better. Maybe i just wanted to find out the charming side of her. Maybe i cannot stand it if she dislikes me (cos only i can dislike her). Maybe i wan to disarm her having any negative impression of me. Maybe i am trying to pose myself as the nice girl. Maybe i am typing this so my frens will tell me "Hey,u r not k, dun worry" and stand by me. Maybe i will just become a cunning monster in the future.
Whatever the outcome may be. Seriously hope i wun turn out that way. If your ever notice that i have the signs of turning into a vicious monster, pls cleanse me, i thank you from my heart.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:46 PM
