Friday, May 25, 2007
How to be a better person? Firstly, it would be important on how one defines what is required of a better person? I always think that i would need to change for the better, but i hardly succeed. I am afraid that once i change, i will not be me anymore.
The previous sentence is only half-true. More like an excuse for me to remain the same irritating me. You see, thats the sickening characteristic of an aquarius (or is it aquarian?) They are ALWAYS finding excuses to convince themselves that they are not eccentric (when they truly are). Ting will know what i mean hahaha. To pple like us, we see eccentric as being special, non-conventional and unique.... yeah right... only we think so nia. This is what distinguishes us from the rest of the group... and i think u would have guessed it, we continue being weird. O.O
Hmm what else did i hear from others nowadays? Oh i once again received the comment of speaking at machine-gun-firing speed. Alamak la... but usually my closer friends also got used to it le ma..or they give up straightaway when they cannot understand me... so i just continue that way lor...sob sorry >.< i just tend to gobble up the words when i got excited.
Just watched Xiao4 Yuan2 Superstar awhile ago... wow the final 20 all quite nice ah... some of the girls really very sweet and cute..and this 12year old boy also, jia you^^ There was this scene where they found students crowding in the photo-developing shop (most probably collecting their photo to submit it for the application). Saw this girl holding a photo of herself in her hand, omg it sucks big time. Not her face, she is cute, but her pose. Its the pose of putting the camera at a higher point, usually above the face, and the photo is taken with the eyes staring innocently up at the lens (mouth closed and a smile is squeezed out). Seriously...why everyone like to take their phtotos in that way??? i know that it makes one looks prettier somehow. But i am sure these pple (most girls) looks just as pretty posing the normal way. This pose is damn act-cute in my point of view la. Maybe i am used to smiling widely when taking photos, bearing my horrendous teeth. The pose is fine, but 9 out of 10 photos with that pose is kns.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1:19 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Hurhur... after seeing everyone updating their blogs so constantly..i finally come to admit the fact that i haven update mine for a long time. I re-read the last post...its like back in april when i had not even finish my exam. Now.. already like 2 weeks after my exams.
Of course...a lot of things happen within these days... yeah alot of unimportant events. Went for several interviews..hm but not that successful. Guess i have serious problem in making myself look and sound confident and trustworthy. Hmm thanks to all who have wished me luck in my next interview. Well...think just leave everything to God ba-.- Just that, after hearing about ting receiving notices from mediacorp, hope appears. Hai if they wan to grant me an interview, pls let it be quick>.<, i dun wan any clashes.
erm will update again...go toilet first.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
3:51 PM