Monday, April 24, 2006
I dunno if its due to menses or wat...i suddenly felt stressed and moody...the heavenly mathematics is simply driving me mad. i cant visualize anything properly...and just found out that in order to pass with a merit(mind u,its only a merit), i need a cap point of at least 3.2...ahaha and mine was only like 2.86...
Heavenly's exam was 40% i think...but our project not really well done...NM...wrong concept in project...Jap lang...my usual performance was not tt great...translation, didnt think i did well too...its more of a heng-suai(lucky or not) think...only hope is japanese film and anime but sadly the lecturer said she is gonna mark strictly since the qns are easy...kinda of sucky huh... just felt that its simply impossible to pull up my cap points this year...this feelings just pissed me off...
Of course..i am not blaming it on how sucky the module is or how boring the lecturer was...i seldom do tt...i would still take it as my part that i did not study well enough and not paying enough attention...well...i got worse the more i think of the impossibility to do well...till one part...i just tot...i might just as well do my work... and ignore the outcome...just do what i can...no point whining now...everyone's too busy to hear me whine anyway...of course its okie la...i dun wan to go nag my problems at others who are also having academic stresses too...
Okie...better get back to my notes...3.2? Hmm...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:53 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Exams coming soon...i just checked the ivle for the message that ting said doobo posted for us... seriously..he is nice enough to tell us short answers can get good grades so that we dun waste our energy writing pages of shit...but erm...one qn for one booklet...i think thats a little too -__- really bloody wasting papers eh...oh well...better than keep seeing pple raising their hands for extra papers (dunno how come they got so many things to vomit out)...
if for this exam i saw pple raising hands for more i think they should drag the person out for cheating, he/she most probably somehow or rather managed to write the stuff on his hand or wat to smuggle them in for reference...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:19 AM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Hiyeee...i am here to blog again!!! just wanted to mention something tt happened to me these 2 days...first thing, yesterday(monday) my manager told me that i should not chat too much...guess i am really a chatterbox=x aiyah abit hurt but oh well...haha just have to work harder next time...i mean there is no other choice is there?(ok dun say quit the job,thats not consider a choice to me)
secondly...while i was doing delivery on that day...i hopped on a taxi and told the uncle where i wan to go...but think i wasnt clear enough so i might as well show him the paper with the address(d/o)...then he turned around to face me...my gosh..he looked like my dad...was abit shocked...dunno if i m just trying to pity myself...but i really tot he looked like him on the spot...hmm than for the rest of the journey was abit sad la...felt like crying...haha was quite afraid that the uncle saw me rubbing my eyes-__-... nonetheless thank god i met him...it somehow reminds me of my dad's looks...i wanted to thank him and say byebye but nah...haha i just got off with a thanks...wanted to tell him he handsome too hahaha...
second thing...just now called my house to tell my mom that i would be staying over at liam/jing's house tonight...but when she picked up the phone i can sense that she was impatient..she was like..wat?and i just told her lor...then she was like okok...dunno got say dun call or not...but she told me she very tired...i was like aiyah fine la...hahaha but later on she called me and start off with the reason why she was tired and sian...and i was like oh can i take that as an apology?haha and she said yah something like that...and she said at least i bothered to call home to tell her where i going and till wat time...hehe so happy that she praised me^^...so sweet~~~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:08 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
I am having a new goal to achieve...that is to cut down my usage of my vulgarities...think its not really nice for a girl to keep scolding them...hahah yeah like i care before...
suli change blog add...yyyyyyyyyyyy?cos we never tag?aiyah i really dunno wat to tag ma...always see u tag ge pi...=xhehe
today went nus to study..well sort of...at least i never disturb jing alot...saw taukee again....he is not eyes big...is long nia jing...hahahah..then he got wrinkles...hohoho...but he was nice enough to give us a ride to mrt even after the whole series of sarcasm from us...=) thank you.
i think i am having pms again...wah sian diao de...this kind of critical time...suddenly felt unwanted...dunno y also-.- maybe thats the fear and hesitations towards the cruel reality and being unsure of life experienced by youths...? what the beep i talking abt sia...i think others also surely thinking wat the hell i talking abt since i am no longer a youth...argh nvm...it will be over soon...moodswing sucks...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:36 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
Will there be an evaluation form?i dun mind bad evaluation...its really sucky...dragging the whole group just because i missed a set of photos and i never read the instructions properly...really communication problem...really sorry...i wan to be more useful in group work...must strive towards that...i hope all of your can score well for this module........
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:26 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hahahaha i want post something boliao...just told lin about it...today in TB class my japanese language classmate wanted to take a photo of the class, was glad that she took the initiative cos i totally forget about it...
Then my classmate (jennifer i think) went out to ask for someone help us take the photo...wah at first did not realise...then after sin point out...hahaha i realised the guy she asked is my type de ahahaha...he is not goodlooking thou. Sin also like wor...think he was in the class after us...aiyah if i had known earlier every time after that class i stay back liao...next time see him must tell lin and wen and ting hurhurhur...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:45 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
someone need to come and slap me awake....i know there will be tons of volunteers...but its just a statement for venting out my errr....emotions? i m fine though...i think i need to learn to become stronger...though i supposed in jy's point of view i m bloody strong already hahahaha.... was glad that i finished my part for the Japanese studies essay...phew...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:19 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Came back from jerry's bithday party...its hard to describe...fun or not fun? Its of course boring without the demon gang around...but no choice lor...luckily i got go la...cos i think jerry quite angry that most of the other girls pang seh him last min without even informing him. He ordered way too much food...even all the guys present cant finish them...left more than half lor...i got half mind to da bao some home...yup and he said he wan bring the food and throw at joce lee n mel's house door-__- But the food was really nice~some stray cats keep walking around waiting for food...one kept stepping on my feet...-__-
On the way there met this guy called guan hong also...huimin know him la..he got a high-pitched laugh...haha very funny de the way he laugh...when he said he heard of me i m abit shock...i really hope its nothing bad...
Oh and hor jerry was quite shock when he came in the back of the chalet and saw me playing with the blow-up doll...he was like" yf u know wat is that???" haha jerry i know its sex toy okie... ahaha then he was like"u look so innocent playing with it"...thats cos the doll really ugly....dun look like sex toy...anyway i fogot to mention the chalet was quite cool actually...its not like double-storey or what...but its a living room...then extended corridor at the sides with all the bedrooms on one side..
Overall it was okie ba...hehe
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1:32 AM
