Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Just had a talk on the phone with huahua...stuff about my laptop...was quite happy to hear his voice...suddenly felt that i really miss him. I start to miss the time when he walked around the house...when he asked me to get out of his room..haha and when he kept asking my brother to shut up...
This incident scares me...i was sad..but not wholly because i lost weng...its just that i fear that something might happen to hua too. touchwood of cos...but its damn scary...i wanted to tell him how much i miss him...how i wish that he is doing fine...i wanted to give him a hug to let him know that i care(wah but later he get wrong idea...-___-)
Its sad how pple aound u are just taken away like that...but i was relieved that someone was there to console me when i was crying like hell...wahahaha...well...life goes on...thats the cruel fact...just keep in mind to treasure everyone around u...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:09 PM
Heard something good from my brother today...he said the class teacher scolded the class cos one student was making noise when he knew that he will be sleeping in the same room as my brother during a trip or something...haha serve u right big mouth asshole...and guess wat?after being scolded YOU STILL HAVE TO SLEEP IN THE SAME ROOM AS HIM(no offence to my cute brother) Muahahahahahaha....shitty pple...and the sec 4 idiot who tried to trip him...try to work harder in ur O levels so that my curse for u to get into the most lousy course will not work as bad as tat for u...oh there's no lousy course btw...only lousy students...
I really really really hope my brother can move on smoothly during his remaining secondary sch years and made new and better friends in the future...and also a change in his attitude...i am worried for him...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:36 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
Hee hee...so happy today~~~~~cos the 2 presentations i hate most were finally over le!!! Okie la sad to say my nm presentation really machiam like sai...cos the intro i stuttered alot...and i have this bad feeling that they dun understand my synopsis (one of them looked blur)...then in the end i gave up the chance of concluding properly even thou doobo shim gave me extra time...think pq wan to kill me ler...really sorry eh pq...>.< i nervous...paiseh there goes ur A...but u s/u eh-.-
Then js okie la...dunno if i was too tired to be scared or after nm i abit zbzq...i shortened my piece till really abit extreme i think...andy was surprised so fast his turn liao i think...paiseh andy...i go shortened mine even thou very the short liao...the game went well for me too...i was glad when the group members were laughing at all the wrong gestures being passed down...at least it seemed that they were enjoying it...
So overall today really quite happy eh!!!plus plus plus...today i saw "jay" for 3 times!!!hahaha...first time in sch...second time on bus...aiyer he was standing one lor dunno which sai person gave up his seat and he sat down...then third time outside mac after he got down the bus. Sin purposely walked in front of him...but i dun wan la..so paiseh...anyway i doubt he would see me there lor...haha but this is infatuation nia...just a place for me to vent my hua chi-ness...
ps: to the person in army...pls dun be picky on food yeah?eat more...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:30 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Sick on 21st of March...it happened on the 20th initially...just suddenly got sorethroat when i woke up from my nap...i tot just small case...haha but at night became feverish i think...i felt hot even thou i was in an air-conditioned room...
beginning from 1pm or so..i started rolling in bed...rolled till about 4am...i just kept waking up! sian..then in the end i might as well take off from work and school...my back was aching when i finally woke up in the afternoon...i cant sit for long...and walking short distances made me pant... diao right...like 30yrs older in just one night. Then i vomited out my lunch..wahaahah...disgusting but that was wat i was waiting for...cos usu after that i would feel better. yup and i did felt better...but my lunch wasted lor..hope i can get well soon~
felt bad as yl and sin came my house to watch the movie but we did not in the end...i wasnt really in the mood...and i didnt help her in the cover page...sorry yl n sin~~!!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:20 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
there is eimply no excuses..its just plain laziness and nothing else...i have encountered countless interesting events since the last time i blogged...reminding myself i should write it down...but to no avail...even the loggin in and typing seems troublesome to me...wats to become of me???
recently had a misunderstanding with a friend...prolly i think too much...did i?well sin told me that my biggest weakness(eh is que dian called that?) is that i pondered too much into wat pple say and end up in mistaking wat they actually meant. in other words...like wat des suggested...is that i take things easily...?sian i hope i can be more er...oh shit...how u said da liang in eng-.-?....
watever la...i just want to change my bloody attitude...now like suspicious of everything and vicious...where is the cute and innocent meeeeee?????
fei
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:29 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Argh i hate myself!!! Why am i always surrendering to moodswings????sai sai sai...all of a sudden i felt sad...really no point but i cant help it!!!
Oh but one song cheered me up abit...its I Can See Clearly Now The Rain is Gone by Johnny Nash..thanks to the person who sent me this..cos i realised i actually smile when i listened to it...eh pls dun tink i bian tai...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:49 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Felt like shit...over something i said to my brother...even thou he dun seems to care...just that i felt that i should have zipped my bloody mouth...i hope i can be a better sister..i have not given him much..
surprised that got pple responsed to my nick in msn when i put that i am an idiot...especially taiyu...haha i didnt think he would care...very nice of him to ask me to forget abt the incident, cos i dun expect that at all from him..but i was abit o.O when he said issit that i made cb angry...
does it seems to him i ill-treating cb?dun have sia..oh then he offered to lend me his winter sonata...i hope i like the show if i watch...
today was at the bizarre with sin...pple from the nus voices were up on the stage singing...i heard tong hua again...sian sia...dun they ever got sick of that?i am numb...yeahyeah there's no fairytale in this world...like i dun know...plus that guy sang using the mtv version..i can hear the girl dying while he sang...shitty sia...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:15 PM
