Attended yl's bowling session today...hope u like the present=)

As i went home with my friends today...the topic of my moustache came back...one of my friend suggested again that i should try to get rid of it...the other said i might wan to do some jogging(aka slim down)..

Well well i know that they were not being sarcastic but just giving advices...but..i guess it kinda hurts. Does it matters alot i asked...they said yup..sort of...one of them said in fact if i got rid of the moustache i can get attached for sure.

Sets my mind wondering...i think i look okie...not pretty but at least presentable. I dun really dress up but shld not be sloppy either. i dun mind working to look better for the guy i like...but..if i had to go through so many things just to get myself attached...i supposed i rather stay single...

P.S.Thanks mf for helpng me out in my linguistics=)
Sorry cb i wasted ur studying time=.= 12:06 AM

Just today i told a friend of mine that sometimes i see relationship as unecessary. Since till now i have pulled through everything by myself and with the help of my friends, dun really see the need.

Kinda regretted saying tt...needed concern but either they r not online, or they dun have the time to talk...not blaming anyone here haha...just i suay lor..and yet i dun have the right of ringing anyone up in the middle of the night(cos i think if its me i will kill the person who called).

Hah but i know once i got over it i would start to say i am totally alright by myself-.- 12:15 AM

Finally i got something to write le...rushing week it had been...everything done hastily..hard to relax totally, sleeping became my luxury.

Was chosen for the homestay programme, so for 11 days in dec i wun be in sg. Not really something to be proud of. i was chosen cos of my major and that i am a year 3 student( which means its kind of like my only chance). I am neither happy nor sad...the feeling became neutral after mixing. But felt that its quite unfair. There are so many others with better jap proficiency than me..and yet they lose to the difference in majors, what a joke.

Wonder how am i ever going to catch up with my work, jap5,biz jap, linguistic are all of competitive nature. No longer studying with pple whom we have known since Jap1 or 2. We are now competing with pple that came in from placement tests. When i heard my tutors saying most of us keep getting "very good" for our assignments and they were surprised since we had so much things to handle, i took it as a sarcastic remark while i realised tt me,sin,wj all got "good" only. I dunno why i went for tt lecture,probably just to hand in my homework. i am amazed at pple who can get good remarks in their homework when we are supposed to to figure out how the hell the structures work ourselves.Oh well maybe they put in much more effort than me. i hope that the lecturer can try to come up with more examples of her own...

This semester's module all became stressful.Most of the modules i am taking needs talking. Maybe i shld start to crap abit to at least earn a "good" in my gender class...i wun really hope for "very gd" or "excellent",too far. Jap5 too...need to volunteer...no talking=no grading.pathetic huh? Need participate in forum also...hahaha if i really can complete all that..i am a nerd le. But think for now i dun mind becoming one.

This semester really reveals alot of ugly truth. In university...hard work isnt enough.You also need money, talent, time, skill of analysing and creativity. Why money? For all the notes and books and stuff...and if u dun have money, u need t work,which takes away ur time for studying. Time, of course la...no time study sai ah. Talent...most important de..not really talent la...its like the ability to understand things really fast.There are practically no time for u to slowly understand.Even though u might use hard work to overcome ur lack of understanding, others have already moved on to few chapters ahead while u r still trying hard to master the current chapter. Analysing and creativity...sure thing..this is no longer a time where copy and paste tb can help u get excellent results...thinking skills needed. Of course dun believe when the lecturers say memorsing dun help u to pass. IT DOES. kns la them...dun memorise then where the hell are u gonna get the basics and general knowledge before analysing. Memorising ensures a pass...Analysing and creativity ensures a above average grade. SO NEVER BELIEVE THEM WHEN THEY SAY UNDERSTAND ONLY CAN LIAO.

Even though i have mentioned this years ago,i shall say it again, i wan to curb my hot-temper-ness=x 12:18 PM

Changed song again...this song is called "All My Life"..hmm i nearly teared during its mv...one of my all-time favourites. Always touching=D

Workload getting heavier day by day. But i am surviving.

Today as i took the MRT...one guy left a seat. I was abt to walk over when he signal me that an auntie behind me wanted the seat. So i was like okie lor no prob. Then luckily another seat became available and thus i sat down.

I was telling sin luckily tt guy signalled to me if not i would have became a heartless youth. And the next thing i noticed, the auntie who sat down got off at the next stop. What the *? One stop nia also must seat...got tt weak or not? If she can squeeze her way in from the doors to the seat in the middle, i dun see why she cant tahan for another stop. Stupid sia to have let her seat down.

Thinking back...sometimes i dun feel bad for not considering abt these aunties...they can pounce like tigers lor...so strong...dun come telling me i inconsiderate...some adults like to use their mouth nia...u so kind u get ur butt off ur seat la. 10:53 PM

How many pple actually read this blog,i guess? I thought what i talked about was actually quite boring most of the times...erm..thanks for spending ur time i suppose..harhar.

Think its just one of the many ways to vent watever i have, to type them down, to make known to pple how i felt.I once heard from a fren of mine that...blogging is somewhat a tool for others to envy/pity/feel for the blogger in some contexts. Of course wat i wrote was not exactly wat he said...his explanation was way in depth than mine.

I wun deny that. I would wan pple to share my joy,my anger,my frustrations, my sadness. I wan pple to pity me, to envy me, i wanted the attention.Nothing wrong with it i guess. To me thats human nature. Pple tend to pity themselves. I thought about just not being such an idiot and stop bugging pple about my own tiny weeny problems, cos that might be irritating and also childish. People might even see me as a pathetic person who is always unreasonable and demanding, always assuming that i am the victim in whatever circumstances.

But i guess i cant help it. I will die mentally if i dun complain. So wats with whining...if grumbling can help me to relax...i will do that. There is a certain limit to tolerating.When the borderline is crossed over...i rather the frustrations be exploded in a healthy way( that is any ways other than causing harm). I believe one can go crazy due to over-toleration(is there such a word?).

If tolerations can solve problems, there would have been lesser crimes in the world.Crimes are somewhat the unhealthy venting ways.Take note.Sometimes its good to show pple that u r pissed off, as long as u have a good enough reason. A good talk would be better than a cat fight for me.

By the way..i just said this cos it just comes to my mind suddenly...nothing particular happened to me these days=D 4:20 PM

A totally new and special feeling i encountered today...guess what?







I tried to burp and sneeze at the same time.No i did not try la...i can feel the burp coming when my nose itched.i was like...oh no which one should go first..needless to say the nose win...plus i sneeze for more than once...thus causing the burp to keep hanging back....okie disgusting thing i am talking abt...next~ 4:15 PM

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