Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Have been telling myself...blog blog blog...but dunno y...just didnt...my working marathon finally over..weeee!!!And on the first day..i saw him-.-...actually saw him before..but thought my eyes playing tricks on me or he was there for delivery nia...
But that day i confirmed le...its him.I was like...erm issit i did too many bad things these few weeks and thus this is my punishment?Well...dun think about it..and everything will be over soon...i hope.
Getting quite excited about the upcoming Hong Kong trip...hope i can learn and enjoy at the same time^^.Me and ting were doing nothing much since simon and gang had done a great job in planning the programmes.We did try to squeeze in other places to visit but dunno if it would work out well=x.
The coming camp had 2 fright nights...wat the heck...i hate fright nights...i am really timid...nothing can make me willing to go on, its not as if if the partner is a guy i will feel safer.NO.NEVER. I wonder y pple like fright nights...wats the thrill?
When u see nothing...its nothing...when u see something...u will be scare out of ur mind (and i dun wan to see ANYTHING tt i dun wan to see).So y go?Maybe Legolas or Kaka can make me change my mind=x Yucks even typing abt it gives me the creeps...maybe i will sleep with my mom later. And the camp got water games...might need a swimsuit...lin/wen i dun care i dun wan wear lor...i never hear before water games need swim wear de...wan to be huai4 xiao3 hai2.Btw confirm with me abt fri okie?
I wan sing ktv~~i wan watch silent hill~~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1:45 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Viewed one of my fren's blog...she was like...suddenly alot of things to comment abt? haha and her ang mo standard was like wow~Was wondering she giving a final showdown or wat...
Nothing much to talk abt...i had been fine for the past few days...have been mapling...i dun really like the event they were holding...all it increases are the money that wiznet n asiasoft made and a huge amount of stupid kids..by looking at the rate kids are buying the cashcards...one can be mislead into thinking tt singaporeans are filthy rich...anyhow spend...
My fren mentioned abt the well-known blogger xiaxue...yeap she sure is famous..when i read her blog the first time..its not only her boldness that made me said "wow"...its her command of language. I had always admire those who are able to voice out their opinions effortlessly with the right kind of words and the right way to express them.Soooo coooool hahaha.
My fren had said that there are alot of bitchy comments in her blog...pple who post these usually had nothing better to do.Its her blog...like it or not,it does exist. If u dun like it y go and read and piss the hell out of urself? Of course...since there is a comments section..pple are free to give watever comments they wan.Some gave sensible opposing opinions that are worth thinking over. Some gave comments that only brings out how idiotic they are/how limited their vocab is/how thier mind is filled with vulgarities and machiam they scold scold scold they will change anything.
Maybe everyone would be happy when blogger closed down and all other kinds of online diaries met with self-destruction.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:19 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Phew...everything over le...i am no longer angry so pls stop saying sorry to me-__-
Went to make personalised stickers today...they are stickers with doraemon graphics hurhur...i really liked them...there were other cute graphics but money limited eh=x...cant buy a stamp also cos its like 24 bucks at least for one.
Went to hw de bday party...hahah ate alot of beehoon=x its too nice mixed with curry gravy..cant resist..talked to merv just now...zzz if u wan slp tell me la..even if i sound very high nvm one...i m always high...muahahahaha...thanks for being gentlemen towards a naggy auntie.
I wan to go around sticking the stickers on my frens' de hp!!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:35 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
*Pls read from the previous blog...cos i typed too much and thus continuing from here*
Firstly, if u feel that it is a tight slap out of nowhere...y dun u come ask me, the trouble-starter?No point in telling my friends...if u dunno wat had happen...shldnt u check with me instead of asking my frens?i mean...i am not that scary and u do have the right to question me if u conscious is clear right?i dun mind an open discussion with u...
Of cos i know that its not nice...thats y i tell u...so that u can face the problem instead of me just keeping the anger inside.Wait till they got the same thing?So i suppose u mean my retribution is gonna come?if i were you...i would try to ask my fren what i did wrong...wat issit that make her angry..if not no point right...even if i chose to ask her other frens...i would still ask what did i do that piss her off. And you know...from what i heard,which i dun think my frens had misinterpreted(if yes tell me and i will apologise), what u asked them was what happen to the other party. Why others?Why cant the problem lie with u?Sometimes its not like when one thinks one does nothing wrong that means one does nothing wrong.
Who destroy it u mean...come on...it takes 2 hands to clap...no point destroying a friendship just because u dun wan that friend.Cos simply ignoring the fren would be an easier way. Dun wan u...i hope u can see that...the point we flare up is cos we still take u as friend.If we dun...we wun even reply u in the first place.
I can understand that some of ur frens can take ur talking style.Thats because 1: They know and understand that u were quite busy and might be away anytime.2:They just dun bother to even reply u.As for me, i am quite particular abt it. Everyone is different...y must we be the same with them?I can also tell u that my msn frens will at least tell me that they will be away before they were really away.But i didnt huh...
Anyway..i will prefer discussing...if u wan to think that its me being petty and a big big bully and u r the victim...i am okie with it=)takw it that i m an asshole
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:41 PM
"Sometimes ppl juz like to gib u a slap out of nowhere and they never realise the fact tat its not nice. Wait till they got the same thing in return and they would eventually know how it feels. No matter how much you trust a fren, once they destroy it means they do not wan you anymore so y bother."
Something that i saw in a friend's blog...correct me if i am wrong...but i think that the "ppl" is referring to me? Firstly, regardless of whether its me or not, i would like to explian the situation of why i m pissed with u my friend.
I do appreciate that u always initiate msn conversations with me as i m a lazy bum. I do realised that whenever i prompt you about some details you do not seemed willing to tell.Well either its that or u were really busy and away. I respect ur decision as it up to u whether u wan to share or not.But however, sometimes i would prompt its because i care...u typed things like "fei i m sad" or "hai", sorry if i am naive and childish or wat...but these means something to me, i would really suppose that u need someone to lend u a hearing ear.And so, i asked you wat happened...and its either u disappeared, or u try to avoid answering.
And of course...since u dun feel like confiding in me,i am okie with it and not mad abt it,cos its ur decision. Naturally...i dun see any need to ask anything more... and naturally i come to short replies since i know u r busy. So what happens is this..my stand then was that...we r even...u dun feel like talking much, i wun bother you and i wun act enthu either. I am sorry to say that that is my character..when facing frens i take participation seriously...if i sense tt we cant really participate equally(either u or me),which in this case i see that you dun seem to wan to talk more, i dun see y i shld keep probing on ur things.
So here it goes...u said "u r bored"..i said "too bad..."...u said "i am bad"...i said "yesh i am..."u said "i am evil"...i said "i dun care...". What u expect me to reply u?"y u were bored?"or try to joke around saying "ey i where got so bad???"If i know u were gonna be away for that long...why shld i bother to reply that enthusiastically?
Next thing i know u went to tell my fren "wat happen to me" and "she shld take care of me"...that flares me up.So when i m not being responsive something's wrong with me?okie that aside. I came to tell u i feel taken for granted and u were away again i supposed. Y taken for granted?Like i said...u talk to me when u were free...and left me hanging there without even telling me u will be away.And u wun reply me for the rest of the day sometimes.Next time u would initiate chat...and when i said something...left me there again...i dun expect u to respond promptly...but at least tell me u r away...thats y i felt taken for granted...u wan u talk,u dun wan or no time then no talk...irregardless of MY feelings.
I tried to take it easy...told myself tt hey i shld get used to it,i shld not just angry cos of these things,be cool.But when i heard what u told my fren(abt wat happen to me or i am sot sot),i know it might be some joke, but i cant control it...so what u wan from me???u wan me to be caring to ur feelings and be responsive when u can just left me hanging there as and when u like?That is unfair in my point of view.
I can see that i m being childish by flarig up at little comments and even felt that its my fault for being so idiotic when i typed.But what i heard and read later made me feel that maybe u shld change ur attitude too?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:14 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Half a day gone by walking around shops in the Chinatown area...sob and i only bought one piece of clothing...but never knew that there was such a complex there...
Was pissed off by an auntie in one of the shops...wen was trying on a skirt and she was like persuading her to buy.Well the skirt does look nice and looks good on wen too...but quite hard for her to find matching blouses...cos the colour series is along the line of brown/beige...so blouses usu only brown/beige/black/white can match. Okie thats according to my own viewpoint.
Wen then asked the auntie if pink top can match, she said yes....wen asked again what abt turquoise, and she said even better...i was surprised...correct me if i really sucks in colour matching...but i SIMPLY DUN SEE how pink/turqoise can match with brown/beige...Wen sorry...i dun mean to criticise u or ur wardobe but that auntie really make me feel that she just wans u to buy the skirt...regardless of how troubled u look when it comes to matching.
But luckily...wen put down the skirt and made up an excuse of coming with her sis next time...then the uncle asked "oh not buying ah..?" and the auntie shouted out "Come back with her sis!!!"...obvious that she was pissed off too...okie it might be our fault cos we did let wen tried a few times and end up not buying. Hey but what kinda of sucky attitude is that?She is those kind of assholes that just praise watever one choose just to increase their sales...wat the heck...
Luckily wen didnt buy it..and u have no right to stare at us old bitch...Go rot in ur own pile of shit.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:08 PM
Just some incidents i encounter during work...
1.One uncle was buying petals...my colleague offered to help...but he declined it...so me and my colleagues were like let him help himself lor then we chit chat abit...then i saw...he was like stuffing the petals into the bag...much more than the original amount...wat the...stupid sia...uncle u can be "faker"....u might as well go pluck from garden..
2. This is more funny in my view...one lady came to ask us which floor were we in o something like tt...my colleague said B1...then she asked again oh then where is B2..?i was like...-_____-...haha shld have told her jump down reach liao...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:39 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Shit..i just realised that previous post is 2nd of june while the next is 12th of june...zzz 10 days nia...i was with the idea that now july liao ahahaha...Also just happen to notice the title of the blogskin when i published my post...its "My Little Guadian Angel".
Kinda reminds me of one one morning while i was sleeping...erm i was like not fully awake or wat la..but i can hear someone turning off the air-con and switching of on the fan.It was a cold morning due to the rain and the fan made room neither too cold nor warm to snore in. Then i was having this stupid fantasy that that must be my guardian angel showing her concern for me!!Who could it be!!!??-___-haha obviously someone from my family la...abudden...but thinking along that direction makes me feel more cared for.Later i found out its my mom la^^
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:22 PM
After scrolling through numerous pages of blogskins...i decided to use this as the new skin...i wun say its that special or wat...but at least the page no longer has "re-appearing" paw prints to slow down the loading process. There are still a number of changes that i want to make...but i know nothing about html and thus i will need a very long time for myself to explore the template part.The guy in the picture..i believe he is someone called Vincent from FF7...not the main character but cool huh? The page is somewhat squeezy so you would need to scroll items like cbox and archive...i know noone would be interested in my likes or dislikes so dun bother looking.
According to my previous post...its been like one month..i had no idea that i have not post for that long...most prolly because i have been continuously typing for a certain period and i am sick of it.
I had been having this idea for the past few days...is the time for the boss to fire me getting nearer?Recently kept kena warnings from her...of cos i wouold have to bear the responsibilities fo not being able to keep up with her expectations.
Sianz i wanna change a new keyboard...but when mom offered i turned the offer down cos i was thinking at that time since it can still be used no point la...but now i regretted...its more like slamming the keyboard than typing...but if i dun use enough strength some of the letters couldnt be keyed in...or issit my fat fingers just keep miising the correct keys?
I saw a big pink teddy bear a few days ago on the mrt...really huge...the height or length is certainly no lesser than 1m.i can be quite confirm about one thing...its arm is thicker than mine, head i dunno...but i seriously think it had a bigger head. The bear might have the ability to concuss someone when thrown i think...haha cua dio...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:06 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
KTV again today...with taukee and simon...paiseh ah make ur listen to my disastrous voice...hope ur had enjoy it ba...seem like i never let go of the mic for more than one song-.-? As taukee will be starting his course soon and simon working...lesser chance to meet up le..haha so must go out since we are still free now.
Dunno y..taukee always like to suan jing o.O...like wat simon say...they are like scv show going on right in front of u...simon sing more la...u like never sing de... hope that we can meet up again soon~
Heard that recently my friends had been worried abt me with regards to some matters...hmm wen,lin and ting, i will update ur when i can^^. Well relax guys...currently i think i still know what i am doing..and rest assured i will try to update ur as often as i can so if ur think i made the wrong move ur can pull me back immediately...i am afraid myself..wat if i did do something stupid? Well..currently i think i am still fine...=)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:25 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Realised that usually my entries begin with "i" or "finally"...ahaha yep i left out the guild outing in the last entry..was thinking of updating yesterday but blogger was down-.-
The guild outing was held last saturday if i am not wrong...on the 27th of May?We went to this place called the pitstop cafe in the clarke quay area.Due to sleeping late the previous night..i woke up at around 1050...and merv said we would be meeting at 11am at bishan...ahahaha...then drag here and there...and reached raffles at 1pm plus with jing.I lead the correct way for first half of the journey and completely lost it later.Luckily maggi called again (he called before while i was in mrt but i told him i think i know the way=x)...then we walked to clarke quay mrt to meet him.He then brought us to the cafe...quite ulu eh..i wouldnt have been able to find it even if i had taken the correct path.
The rest of the guild were already sitting down and playing some board games.The 3 of us then sat at the table(others seated at the sofa) and had our lunch.It's a quiet area..and while we ate maggi's friend(owner of cafe) came around to introduce a cute card game..its about racing pigs.Wah his fren is very goodlooking!haha and his gf is also a sweet lady^^ We also played another game called the blokus(i think)..its those kind of game where brain and strategy are needed.Sadly, i possess neither of those...it was more like a competition between maggi and his fren instead of 4 players playing...me and jing were like Passer-by A and B.
We joined the big group after blokus and started playing a..erm..some sort of gesturing game...we also took some photos before we leave and scribbled our igns on the wall around the guild photo.Later on me and jing went to suntec to wait for liam and yan...merv tagged along since he was bo liao(oops).All we did was sit at mac and crap and crap and crap....-__-
We were planning to watch a movie initially...but the guys didnt book the tickets in advance and me and jing didnt thought of buygin them first..so end up its full-house for the timeslot that we go for=x So in the end went walk walk lor...went up to a level where there are tons and tons of capsule machine(dunno their actual name).Jing wanted the hippo hp accessory badly...so liam had to spare the money=x..but it was really cute la. The shop near these machines sells all kinds of collectibles relating to anime stuff.After that was pool time...but me and jing wanted to go home before they can have a third round..partly cos we wan maple=x hahahahahahaha.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:48 PM
