Yep think i should do a list of things i wanted for my bday? haha like abit thick-skinned but my frens say they dunno wat i wan ma...so here it goes...

1. Photos from the time we knew each other till now..
2. Er a jeans material jacket...
3. cap
4. doraemon watch
5. banana soft toy..but soft toy-_-
6. sponsor me for tour
7. the Pao de kuai soft toy, sold at she me dian
8.

haha brain dead..will update list again 2:02 AM

Cool~~after work went back home...then after mapling for 10min i walked all the way from my house to ah ma's house...i was trying to get there in a quicker way. But think i twist and turn too much that i abit dunno where i heading to...soon after i found my way i started to twist and turn again without learning my lesson. And in the end i overshot the house and need to walk back... haha i so gei kiang...but the conclusion is : i am a genius~

The reunion dinner was great..well it would have been better if ah ma and ah gong were there... haha what am i talking? no la if aunt and yan there better..more pple merrier...y cant she just come?we are a family afterall...i dunno what is gonna happened tml on the first day of new year but i missed the days where all of us were together..haha dumb rite...looking back at the impossibles...Well nonetheless i hope can enjoy each and every new year^^

Later met up with sin and her family to go catch the fireworks.I like going with them..fun...the fireworks were nice..i wonder when this began? About a few years ago i think...at least 2years.. i like the feeling of sitting behind the lorry..feeling the wind on my face and destroying my hair...haha thenme and sin will talk and sing loudly..her brother will be behind us... cool... 1:20 AM

Quite happie..hehe...i finally got a geta ler^^...now cannot scold suli ler, cos she is the one who gave it to me...heard that taukee helped too~thanks...now i want panda hahahaha...

Hm, i realized something... yeah its quite cliche (spelled correctly?).. thats it's always easier said than done... you can go around reprimanding everyone on how stupid they are and how they could have done it better..but when it comes to urself u are just as stupid... Okie lah its not tt something that happened to me that makes me think this way, just felt so la..

Rhapsody In August is a great movie!!! Next Aim: Black Rain

p.s des if u ever watched 24eyes and u liked it...i think these are also nice movies^^ 10:21 PM

Was in a good mood while i walked home today...was actually very tired(well...no reason really, i am always tired). The weather made me happy...though it made me sick as well?haha. Yeap there was soothing wind blowing, felt comfortable and peaceful watching the trees swayed with it... i like this feeling...feeling of tranquility?wat does tranquility means anyway aha.. i hope i do have the time to enjoy these weathers... relaxing and worries-free... seldom do i prefer nights and evenings like today.

Hope you can cheer up yeah? Its quite a short term ler..maybe u can even get to see him earlier? think on the brighter side ba...its a blessing that u still have the chance to see and communicate with him=) i am sure that he is glad that u r missing him so much but brooding too much over it can only affect you negatively. he wun wan to see you slim down more and have protruding eyes like goldfish...u r skinny enough i heard?Okie easier for me to say and for u to do...but pls try ur best ba hoho...take care.. 11:24 PM

Today bought 2 pairs of earrings and one bottom(well those wear at home de)...tired man my eyes..dunno if its cos of the contact lens. Yep and Hurray! to suli who finally passed her driving test!!! Finally ku jin gan lai ler!And rest of us will be rid of her grumbles~~oops....hehe. But supper and prata will no longer be a dream!!! muahaahahahha~~~

Oh today heard again abt the online r/s thingy... wah diao sort of worried for her...she had another online bf before...whereby made her fren tot that they are "cult-like"...they had an online bday party..by posting pictures of cakes?? Hm...becareful ba... we did discuss maybe she is just making things up..well i rather it be that way...at least there wun be any worries that any harm will be done to her emotionally and physically. Friends pls keep an eye on her-_-

Btw one more thing to add...to friend S..i have been thinking that..when u said u give up..u mean give up as being friends?or give up as in liking him? i dun think that u r lying when u said u just wan to become friends but...its sort of tough..cos once u become friends (if i mean, so dun tell me its impossible or wat) u will wan to go further...well at the least you cant stop liking him just like that and tell urself hey we are friends...i dun think so personally... so i do hope that u can consider over this=) 11:13 PM

Heard something today... about online relationship...kind of a bizzare one, between my friend's friend and a guy from overseas.. i have no idea how long they have been talking to each other online but they seemed to be at the stage of engaging even thou they have not met each other before(only pictures i think, or msn?).

Hm me and my friend found it strange la...not matter how good your get along...still need to meet first?Haha thats for me at least...and if she is married, i supposed she will have to move over to the guy's place? My friend said that she came back have her lots drew(erm issit explained this way?) The interpreter told her this is her true love and he will bring her to a wonderful place...which we supposed is Zimbawe(correct spelling?)...since he lives there...=_=

Dunno la but...wish her all the best even thou i dunno her...=x 12:14 AM

Just as i tot i have recovered i got running nose...diaoz...sneezing once in awhile..

Met Caren today as i walked towards the bus stop...she took semantics this sem but not lexicology with wen and all...these are all chinese language modules. Was quite guilty as i agreed initially to take it with them...but the sudden sickness of chinese changed my mind. I have discussed about the teachers with wen they all..

Think Prof Wang lijian is the best?At least i cant really find any faults with him...okie it was my fault sleeping during his lectures..As for Prof Liang..okie la he haolian only..can be forgiven. As for Prof Wang... she is really "wow", in the first place i had not believed in what sin said, i still thought that she can be a nice teacher. Okie she is fine...but she brings down the whole lesson... Any interesting modules turn boring once she is teaching...i heard from my friend she actually managed to get them to work on the same kind of project as the one we did for a different module. Oh and Prof Lee...haha i hate to say this but she is so obviously biased towards the better students(hope i formed the sentence correctly). Even though she said its okie to be wrong and etc...the look on her face when you gave the wrong ans is really sucky. Of course she was not giving disgusted looks but she had this "Erm..." face, yeah good one for trying to encourage us to speak more....as if we dare to speak up the next time. And her better students would gave ans that sometimes didn't solve my problem, as in i cant accept their ans. No offence to these students but sometimes its really sian. I remembered once i was quite pissed off with her that when one student ans again i sort of retorted in quite a rude way.

Yep i know i am repeating myself since we have already complained about it...i wun get sued will i? Dun think so cos all of them are true, well, at least 80%...i have not used any vulgarities or talked about anyone's family members...for those who likes to go around digging up what students wrote abt teachers and try to make a fuss out of it...make better use of ur time and computer(nothing to say if u really have no life)... 11:47 PM

It is now 6.44am...just called sin and she said that she is not feeling well...so decided to skip the lecture...Ahahaha...diao then wat for yesterday i go pia the reading...but nvm la..cos got webcast.. if not then need to go ler..

I recovered while she fell sick..my throat was way better..and the fever fades..phew~was tossing and turning during the sleep...very hot... but its okie once i shifted to mum's room=) 6:43 AM

Maybe i should have taken my shower instead of sleeping... Hm i got a dream...not a nightmare but not nice either..think i woke up crying? It was not that bad in the first place...just that the more i tot of it the harder i cried. Ha the dream is nothing significant so i wun talk about it.. Yep so pple i am alright...

Hm the sorethroat got worse...now feel feverish and aches are all over...damn...i cant enjoy what i eat and i cant eat what i enjoy eating...haiz i can almost see the pineapple tarts waving at me >.<

Watched a movie 24 Eyes today at school...nice one..sad..but i cant help laughing at times...i knew i made alot of noise and i sincerely apologise-_-. The children were all so cute..but i know that they are way older than us..the movie was shot like..erm..9 years after Japan surrendered.. Oh and the lady casting as Oishi sensei pretty wor... nice show but sad endings... as the characters has almost no choice over their own life. And to a certain extent, they believed in the wrong beliefs...well to me at least... 10:55 PM

Just finished reading both of my friends' blogs... so i think this entry will be about my reply la.. ok let me start off with the guy. Hm after hearing your story i think positions do matters in work? Since the uncle can just made them sack u as he likes? Well...might as well pack ur stuff and get ready to dash out of the place on the last day? If they cant appreciate you enough to go against uncle..no point staying? Haha but if u love ur colleagues that much i wish you good luck in appealing!!! =)

Okie now lets move on to the girl...one thing i wan to say is, i really think you should change your attitude. I dunno y the hell u wan give attitude problem?!Its not that i dun like ur ap...cos i myself always ap also...BUT if you know that later u r gonna regret then y do it? And even thou u said you dun remember some of the things he said, u have already amazed me by the amount that you actually remembered...oh but well...at least u got his birthday...i got a period of one and a half yr and i still dunno ernest's bday...

Oh talking abt him...how come pple all asked me to move on? Er really~~~i did like him...but not now...anyway even during that period of time i could never imagine the 2 of us together. Sin said maybe thats because i never really like him. But for now...i just dun have a target..thats all... i am not living in the past. Y no target... i have every right to say that i cant find one... looking at my environment... its really quite =__=... i am thankful to pple who volunteer to introduce guys to me, esp jy...haha but i think ur frens can find better girls... Bah... no point trying to make a relationship... if its bound to be there, it will be...or at least i hope so, hehe. 11:42 PM

Finally found my books...just beside me only...haha really blind ler...

Heard of a pervert trying to peep under my fren's skirt while she was at hawker...kns...bloody uncles...dig ur eyeballs out ah...if me n suli there make sure he suffer...(haha joking)... how come got these kind of perverts around?? HELLO U R UNCLES!!!NO LONGER YOUTHFUL GUYS...GET A LIFE MAN...knn... 1:11 AM

One of my friend asked me why i had not updated my blog... haha not good meh? Cos once i update means i have things to complain about...yah and here i go...

Stayed at home for the past 2 days, and since i am at home, i am usually stuck with the computer. So like this was giving hell to my brother as he couldn't play his computer games. Okie i know i was an idiot hogging on to the desktop...but only 2 days only ma... other days i tend to go out, be it just hanging around with frens or working. He could have played during that time, why ended up with him being that pathetic??? Mom was like, 你在拼老命玩啊？Pls lor..i told her as if my brother never did that, its only he dun have the chance now. And she said he cant play much cos now sch reopen ler...then y bother letting him play?

Moreover he had the playstation lor. I am not pissed when they say i keep using the computer, but i am when they repeat too much of the same sentences. Statements like am i going out? and others that is somehow indicating that i should not "torture" my brother. I am seldom at home.. once in awhile pia also cannnot? Mom said even once in awhile also no need so pia... i know, most probably she would wan to see me tidying up my room, reading newspaper, helping out in chores... I am sorry that i am such a pig...

I was totally turn off when the moment i stepped into the house all i heard was "You are home so early???" Believe me, it includes other meaning. Why cant i be home early? When i went out for dinner you guys said i never had dinner at home, now i am back ur think that i am back to bully my brother by asking him to move his butt away from the desktop? Okok, ur might say he ends school late now, so he wount have the time to play. But what about during the holidays??? He have ample time to play but he chose to use it only when its near the time i am coming home. Reason?? Cos he stayed up till 5am and slept till the afternoon. Why? cos he said he was scared as he heard pple watching tv during the night. What the??!!

Its not just one thing that irritates me...the anger builds up...and i am getting fed up. When i said i dun really use the comp Mom would say she is the most pityful person as when she comes home i am always using. Fine... In the first place u said i can have the laptop...then in the end we share it...later on u said i can have the desktop...and in the end??We shared it...so that my brother can install his stupid games (sorry yeluk but i really dun like it)... and then what i got? You said that i am a selfish person. If thats the case, y bother telling me i can own the desktop or laptop in the first place? i do admit that i am selfish that i TRIED to own the comp, sometimes i regret it that y couldn't i be more selfish and set password so that none of ur could use?? I am selfish? Think of Lei who totally prevented her brother (jy) from using the computer.

And one more thing...i dun wanna know who caused the computer to be infected with viruses and spyware... cant we put it aside? Like uncle ben said, spyware is everywhere. As long as you go online, there is a risk of contracting it. We all go online, y push the blame? the person using the most might not necessarily be the one to cause the prob. We all had a share in it since all of us used it. Mom i know you wont like to hear that coming out of my mouth but its the truth... What if the culprit is yeluk? Surely u wun ban him from using? Then no point trying to find out the culprit right???

Dumb problems... 6:31 PM

The bday party at mel tong house was okie...i was still surprised that she invited me even though i am not that close with her...well i have to admit i did not put much effort in her gift..jing was the one to buy n write...Haha all i did was to go there n eat n become fatter...

This situation worsen compared to the 2/4 gathering..zhixian,jerry,tim.,tze wei,eric,zhanyuan, liya... =__=...sian if only yeehoow/choon boon/jason/huihui/huiping/juwita/siti etc were there. then would be better. But i was happy that hweesim took the initiative to take photos with us.. its not like i dun like the rest of them..but i just felt that she made the effort to communicate.

the outer surface of my hair n my fringe were being straightened...think i "sort of" look more like human now...well belle said i should have done that long ago...my hair was not that much noticed..maybe like sin said, they tot my fringe was accidentally slanted...thus dun dare to say it out? it was done on purpose...just that the part poking out abit weird...oh i wun bother to explain anyway... i dislike reporting wat i have done when there is no big deal abt it but the pple made a big fuss out of it... cos i am lazy... 1:59 AM

today went to blowling again...i am like bowling so often these days... its a pity that jing couldn't join us as william is sick..william get well soon yeah? i got the lowest score today...haha...zbzq man... actually wan to go supper de..but too late, thus cancelled it...dumb rite, made ourselves hungry le then say cancel=x

i think cbox hates me, its not working now,duh...went out with ting today also, to have the eyebrow plucked...wa so bloody pain, it seems as if my eyebow is so thick that she can never finish plucking...but i think i look okie la...erm i think...

and yes!! i got all my modules i wanted...toopid declaration i win~~~!!! no need declare also can take the subject!!! okie la but at a higher price-__-

i think i need to clear my room...jia you jia you!!! 1:18 AM

Hmm...was supposed to be happy today...but turns out to be the opposite way. i bought a canon ixus digital camera at taka's Best Denki. okie i do admit that i did not think that much...cos i tot there is staff discount and thus it should be more than enough...

First thing, i realised that i exceeded the amount i can spend, its okie as belle offered to let me deduct from hers.Second thing belle told me i should have asked her husband to purchase for me since he is working at Courts and it would be much more cheaper. Christina said i shld try to refund...annie said that too...when they tried to stress that together...i get somehow upset and stressed up. I mean, i know thats a hundred dollars more i can get back...but...i dun feel like getting the refund...and y should they refund me? Not that i think i am that rich to spend my money away wastefully...but since i already bot it...y still bother?

I am just not that kind of person who bargains for cheaper price or to do things such as refunding (unless the product is faulty or wat)...but i have no resons for this one! Call me stupid or silly or just simply wan to "keep my face"... i just hate it when pple begin telling me how better i could have done in a transaction when its already over.

However, as i treat them as my seniors not my friends and that i understand that they do dote on or care for me, i dun really wan to talk back...just stood there and listen until belle spoke up for me and said that since i dun wan dun force me la... but when i saw how they give up on the refunding stuff...i really feel that tears can burst out of my eyes anytime...maybe its due to the "great aunt visit"...haiz... 10:28 PM

forgot to write something else...hai struggling!!! today went to petshop with sin and yl.. and we saw some really cute rabbits!!! haiz then sin said maybe she can ask the gang to share a pair for me on my birthday...but its quite ex...i dunno if its a waste...n i dunno if my mum allow or not..and i will have new responsibilities...BUT..i dunno leh!!!arghhhhhh

oh n btw, i forgot to say, i was abit sian when i asked for qiujin number all she said was get from huisin...duh...if u dun bother its okie...fine with me..

yufei 11:10 PM

Wah today went to 2/4 gathering...quite okie la..but guess we are still split into groups when talking... all of us grew up..many had plans for the future..hm makes me think that i am just going day-by-day..never planning for my life...some of their topics were too difficult for me to understand..oh i am such a kid.

Now...even jinglun came to know abt the dumb dumb rumour abt me n cb...think now i dun bother to clear anything up ler...the more u explain the more u seem to be denying...duh...

oh and anyway fren S... i think the reason he sms u those things is perhaps just out of those usual complains...he is fine la...i understand that u wan to help but like that very obvious la..thou i know u already zbzq long ago..well but still its up to u..

Oh and for the new year eve went out with jy n his frens...was that counted as going out? cos all we did was walk from taka to ps...duh? they are okie la...but when we saw a girl in white tub top n short skirt one of them n jy were all looking...haha guys... they wanted to sabo this kiang hu to ask for her number, resulting in all of us rotting at the same spot for abt 5 to 10 mins. Jy n a hongyao guy was planning to ask for him... i dunno but they look fine to me but jy describe them as worse...not as noisy n crappy as i tot...esp tt kiang hu...i tot he was something like yeehoow (oops yeehoow i dun mean u are THAT crappy but..) Well but 2 of them are rich...one just bought a jap magazine...ey not cheap hor... haha dun play play...

aiya lazy to type ler...this keyboard is so hard to type...

yufei 10:37 PM

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