Six days since the last post...many things took place in between...went to support jing for her audition, went to fort canning...and so on. Well for jing's audition...can tell that she was really nervous..not her usual "queen" self..haha but i think ur voice is more clearer...i prefer voices that are bright and clear instead of blunt and..thick somehow(no offence thou)... i would say that those in the tables dun really sang that well(yes good definitely,but not tt good), except for maybe one or two.

Oh and when i said i dun like competitors making friends...haha i dun mean it la..of course its cool when u can work together with a bunch of pple with the same goal. But some of these competitions are so fake somehow...so are the competitors..."Do you have the confidence to win?" "Oh everyone is so great, i think that what is impt is that we put in all we have." Stupid reply in my opinion..yes u might say being modest ma...but i mean...u can still be confident without putting down others/boasting abt urself? Like say things like,i have put in my best or wat...okie..i know y now..its not the sentence that pissed me off..its the fakos who said it..those who so bloody damn obvious wan to win and confident of that n yet put up an act where everyone know he or she is simply acting... jing if its u then i know u mean wat u say...so i will still love you and support u^^!!! asked ck to join...but he said he scared he sia suay...diao i think he can sing better than the 2 guys at the audition.

Cindy's bday was like a gathering...was really glad to see huihui n mengcheng...always so busy arh ur...watched abit of Final Destination 3...hahah got cutting of head and burning of skin... but too bad i was sort of lethargic(dunno how to spell) that day...cant really enjoy myself much in the first place...

i am always tired...hai..dunno is never slp or slp too much... 9:26 PM

Back to my bday event...okie jing gave me a pencil case with bear prints on it..its similiar to the ones on sin's card pouch.she also gave me a furry rabbit pouch..but its a funny rabbit cos the backside is like multi-coloured...she stuffed them into a box(bear also)...then her darling liam bought me a panda softtoy...its like kena lorry zam across..hahaha but thanks^^

wen,lin,ting,mm,emmu,jianma turned up for the dinner...i forgot who shared the presents but i know all of them put in effort for the photo album..!!!haha wrote reeally long messages in the album...sweet..they gave me a doraemon watch(wheee!)and a necklace with a key pendant... felt like killing them when they made me do forfeit.....i hate forfeit and ice breakers!!!!!! i like the necklace but-.- the necklace always bully me lor...always kiap my hair..pain eh>.<

huiping,min,cindy,mengcheng bought me a bag and a jeans jacket...their jeans jacket power one..got flower de...hahaha and feather...the bag is white..very feminine..hope i dun look funny if i carry it...suli and baoli also bought me a jeans jacket...haha crashed but i like both=x baoli's bf shared the spags for me...wah so paiseh...cos he no need de lor..diaoz...make him come party full of pple he dunno and still spend money...suli said she chose the jacket..cool design anyway^^

jianchao n taiyu gave me SHE dvd..i abit 0.o...haha never expect them to give me that...oh i wan to add sin gave me a japanese language's common error book..did i mentioned that?anyway i dun think i understand it for now...yeehoow n ck shared a waist pouch for me..haha ck really funny...i heard tt he cant spend alot yet he wan buy stuff over his budget=_=...but he got good taste la...haha the design special wor!!!

I am not good host...hahaha hope u all enjoyed..really appreciate ur presence there even thou u cant see it on my face...thanks for everything!!!! 10:24 PM

After borrowing some books from the library today...i walked home from sembawang...hahaha about 30mins like that sia...then cloudy...wind big big...make me look like ki siao like that...then sawada-san called...and after answering her call i was like ey where is my hp pouch?wah that one is jing give de lor...then i walked back and realised that it had fallen on the ground...heng ah^^

Wah you guys huh...ur really go find his friendster status to see whether he is attached or not? i got 2 replies that they think he is not...haha i know la..ur scare i go kill myself..but maybe its a good chance for me to be more determined to kick him out...really hope i can find new target..haha then can forget abt him totally...but..say is say like tt la..not tt easy.. 10:11 PM

Lemme just cut in for awhile before i continue my bday events...today was working at the florist...saw alot of pple...belle and christina bought me present...realised tt beeching has the same bday as me...lots of cute customers...oh got one very goodlooking...haha dian dao..

Oh..then i saw him...or so i tot...before i had seen a few that look like him...but when i really recognised him..i was shocked...i wanted to hide,i dun wan him to see me,cos i wun know how to react,but my legs were not moving,however he soon walked away...with a she...

It's strange...i dun like him anymore...even during that time when i did..like i said before..i cant even pictured the 2 of us together(just seems so strange)...he is not on my mind always..only occasionally...i thought i got over it...and i think i did...but when i saw her hold his hand...the next thing i notice is that tears started to well up...duh...i did not cry la..so many pple there...told jy and chistina(who announced to belle),the 2 girls didnt take it seriously thou...in the end i asked for permission to go to the ladies...i was struggling with myself. Should i cry? yes of course...just vent out wat u wan...y torture urself by remaining silent? but no..y shld i? he is not worth it...y shld i waste my tears on someone who dun even care?(no offence)..i sat down..in the end all i did was wiped the moisture from my eyes...and went back to work..

i began to take it easy...i can still laugh and be stupid...then i realised that somehow...it does not really matter if that is him, or just that my eyes were playing tricks on me(in the first place i was determined of going on friendster to check his status). Cos i took it for real... and i experienced the feeling..finally i can move on...sort of relieved..but i can say that at that very moment..it truly hurts. actually its expected la...i really look like shit last time...now abit more human-like...

sounds stupid but...think he is the only guy i cried for?over nothing thou...i am dumb sia...sometimes i wonder, would it be better if i am those kind who prefer to stay single? maybe i can feel happier that way...it can be fun and tired at the same time when one person starts to like another...i wun call that falling in love thou...since i dun think i understand tt... 1:38 AM

My birthday over ler...i am relieved somehow haha...finally i can have one less thing to stress me...so are my frens...i liked the presents...hehe..

Sin and yl gave me a jigsaw puzzle named "sweet dreams"..its a picture of 3..er..baby foxes i think...can glow in the dark de hehe...before she was telling it was her naked photo=.=..and yl was like "oops i took the wrong one!!!"she also bought me a japanese language error book...a plastic bear that shakes its butt once u wind it up...haha and the deco she tot of it one lor... 1:11 AM

Wah...great experience today...i was sitting in front of the computer when i got home...then all of a sudden the table tilted in front of me...i was like???????????i felt giddy...so i tried to get into bed...i had a nap but still abit...the series of 5hrs slp finally got to me...sin and her suai mouth haha cos she told me i cant be sick since tml i celebrating...now not sick..but also feeling wierd... 11:07 PM

今天看了部电影，感触良多。原来命运真可以捉弄人。在纯属巧合的情况下，一个普通的故事得以感动观众。巧合制造了个美丽的开始，巧合也制造了个美丽的误会。一见钟情是真的，他并没有欺骗她，但那全是因为她与他从前喜欢的女生长的相似。男人很自私，就算死了，还要两个活着的女人为他流泪。我并不觉得故事特别悲伤，反而认为是甜中带酸。想哭，不是因为没有美满结局，是因为了这一切的错误，美丽得让人感动。

wa finally can type in eng...sian sia type in chinese...my chinese like degrade like siao lor...but even thou the above paragraph was not well written, thats the best i can do to express my feelings..this movie,Love Letter was simply marvelous(how to spell?)...really very sweet... 2:20 AM

SORRY EVERYONE....i know i have been doing nothing but grumble and complain for the past few days...i really appreciate wat all of you has planned and done for me!!! But its just that sometimes situations and stuffs really get on my nerve...i know that everyone is stressed..so am i...pls forgive meeeeeeeeee~~~~~so i hope that we can enjoy satuday together yeah~~!!! 11:07 PM

Fumble like hell today...4 hours of sleep is simply not enough... morning cant pay attention in the anime class...oh nono...i mean japanese language..wah siao diao..i really cmi...then at work i forgot take down the contact number of the customer...sian then if anything happen sure all my fault...i only know his name is gary yeo...

MR YEO WHERE ARE YOU??!!!!!!!PLS TRY TO REMEMBER YOU NEED TO LEAVE UR NUMBER DOWN!!!COME BACK!!!

oh yeah..just as i tot things could not be more worse...i drank from my colleague's water bottle instead of mine...dun dare to tell her sia...not anything serious but really make me=.=
oh i saw ian today again...never smile leh...diao...taka shld try to get more goodlooking guys to work there... 11:13 PM

my frens are confused...so am i..i really seriously dunno what i wan...haha...

lemme see what i can add on to the previous post...other than those...if the doraemon watch is too ex...a lady watch is fine with me too..erm i dunno how to describe them..those that the wristband not leather one?

wat else...oh i need a usb cable cos i lost mine, the one i use to dl songs to my mp3 player.. wu ke qun cd cheaper version will do too haha...oh and a plain white spags...

diao i will try to dig out my brain for more ideas...thanks guys.. 11:33 PM

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