Seriously Speaking...
Friday, August 05, 2005
Firstly, wa baoli i really appreciate it when u always leave ur comments here...cos suli dun give a damn hahahaha...
Okie back to the title...seriously speaking...nothing good comes out of my mouth,this idea just comes suddenly to me.i mean look at my blog...abt 80% of the content are more like complaining then recording events...i dunno why but i just cant control it. But nevermind ba...if everyone is gonna take things easy then let me be the whiner n rant about all kinds of er xin pple n situations.Thats wat makes my blog interesting i guess.
For those who dun understands me well...whenever i complain,i m just complaining...i dun curse pple deep down in my heart n i dun hate them(as in those tt i m complaining abt), i just feel diaozz that this kind of pple can actually survive after trying to make others' lives miserable.
I m unable to describe myself...am i easy-going?am i a revengeful person?no definite ans i guess.
i can be really tolerant at times but can also flare up at the smallest action which i dun like... i think those frens around me will know...when i sarca i m really mean. Sometimes i envy girls who are really innocent,sweet,kind-hearted,considerate n so on...cos i m not one myself...hot-tempered,immature,selfish(oh yes i m),easily jealous of others...n the list can goes on. But i do still have positive traits...at the least,i can think properly even when i m jealous of others...yep this has been a very negative point which i have been trying to overcome. And i am glad n happy for myself that i do prefer spending time valuing my relationships with pple rather than being a green-eyed monster plotting in one corner...
Oh i think i am like getting really off-topic...well thats just like me...i dunno if ur understand wat i m saying..haha anyone shocked to see tt actually i very bad de? But i really treasure my friendship with u guys...so like just wan to let ur know more abt me ma...
will write more...
fei
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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