Wednesday, January 11, 2006
One of my friend asked me why i had not updated my blog... haha not good meh? Cos once i update means i have things to complain about...yah and here i go...
Stayed at home for the past 2 days, and since i am at home, i am usually stuck with the computer. So like this was giving hell to my brother as he couldn't play his computer games. Okie i know i was an idiot hogging on to the desktop...but only 2 days only ma... other days i tend to go out, be it just hanging around with frens or working. He could have played during that time, why ended up with him being that pathetic??? Mom was like, 你在拼老命玩啊？Pls lor..i told her as if my brother never did that, its only he dun have the chance now. And she said he cant play much cos now sch reopen ler...then y bother letting him play?
Moreover he had the playstation lor. I am not pissed when they say i keep using the computer, but i am when they repeat too much of the same sentences. Statements like am i going out? and others that is somehow indicating that i should not "torture" my brother. I am seldom at home.. once in awhile pia also cannnot? Mom said even once in awhile also no need so pia... i know, most probably she would wan to see me tidying up my room, reading newspaper, helping out in chores... I am sorry that i am such a pig...
I was totally turn off when the moment i stepped into the house all i heard was "You are home so early???" Believe me, it includes other meaning. Why cant i be home early? When i went out for dinner you guys said i never had dinner at home, now i am back ur think that i am back to bully my brother by asking him to move his butt away from the desktop? Okok, ur might say he ends school late now, so he wount have the time to play. But what about during the holidays??? He have ample time to play but he chose to use it only when its near the time i am coming home. Reason?? Cos he stayed up till 5am and slept till the afternoon. Why? cos he said he was scared as he heard pple watching tv during the night. What the??!!
Its not just one thing that irritates me...the anger builds up...and i am getting fed up. When i said i dun really use the comp Mom would say she is the most pityful person as when she comes home i am always using. Fine... In the first place u said i can have the laptop...then in the end we share it...later on u said i can have the desktop...and in the end??We shared it...so that my brother can install his stupid games (sorry yeluk but i really dun like it)... and then what i got? You said that i am a selfish person. If thats the case, y bother telling me i can own the desktop or laptop in the first place? i do admit that i am selfish that i TRIED to own the comp, sometimes i regret it that y couldn't i be more selfish and set password so that none of ur could use?? I am selfish? Think of Lei who totally prevented her brother (jy) from using the computer.
And one more thing...i dun wanna know who caused the computer to be infected with viruses and spyware... cant we put it aside? Like uncle ben said, spyware is everywhere. As long as you go online, there is a risk of contracting it. We all go online, y push the blame? the person using the most might not necessarily be the one to cause the prob. We all had a share in it since all of us used it. Mom i know you wont like to hear that coming out of my mouth but its the truth... What if the culprit is yeluk? Surely u wun ban him from using? Then no point trying to find out the culprit right???
Dumb problems...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:31 PM
