Monday, April 24, 2006
I dunno if its due to menses or wat...i suddenly felt stressed and moody...the heavenly mathematics is simply driving me mad. i cant visualize anything properly...and just found out that in order to pass with a merit(mind u,its only a merit), i need a cap point of at least 3.2...ahaha and mine was only like 2.86...
Heavenly's exam was 40% i think...but our project not really well done...NM...wrong concept in project...Jap lang...my usual performance was not tt great...translation, didnt think i did well too...its more of a heng-suai(lucky or not) think...only hope is japanese film and anime but sadly the lecturer said she is gonna mark strictly since the qns are easy...kinda of sucky huh... just felt that its simply impossible to pull up my cap points this year...this feelings just pissed me off...
Of course..i am not blaming it on how sucky the module is or how boring the lecturer was...i seldom do tt...i would still take it as my part that i did not study well enough and not paying enough attention...well...i got worse the more i think of the impossibility to do well...till one part...i just tot...i might just as well do my work... and ignore the outcome...just do what i can...no point whining now...everyone's too busy to hear me whine anyway...of course its okie la...i dun wan to go nag my problems at others who are also having academic stresses too...
Okie...better get back to my notes...3.2? Hmm...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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