Tuesday, September 05, 2006
How many pple actually read this blog,i guess? I thought what i talked about was actually quite boring most of the times...erm..thanks for spending ur time i suppose..harhar.
Think its just one of the many ways to vent watever i have, to type them down, to make known to pple how i felt.I once heard from a fren of mine that...blogging is somewhat a tool for others to envy/pity/feel for the blogger in some contexts. Of course wat i wrote was not exactly wat he said...his explanation was way in depth than mine.
I wun deny that. I would wan pple to share my joy,my anger,my frustrations, my sadness. I wan pple to pity me, to envy me, i wanted the attention.Nothing wrong with it i guess. To me thats human nature. Pple tend to pity themselves. I thought about just not being such an idiot and stop bugging pple about my own tiny weeny problems, cos that might be irritating and also childish. People might even see me as a pathetic person who is always unreasonable and demanding, always assuming that i am the victim in whatever circumstances.
But i guess i cant help it. I will die mentally if i dun complain. So wats with whining...if grumbling can help me to relax...i will do that. There is a certain limit to tolerating.When the borderline is crossed over...i rather the frustrations be exploded in a healthy way( that is any ways other than causing harm). I believe one can go crazy due to over-toleration(is there such a word?).
If tolerations can solve problems, there would have been lesser crimes in the world.Crimes are somewhat the unhealthy venting ways.Take note.Sometimes its good to show pple that u r pissed off, as long as u have a good enough reason. A good talk would be better than a cat fight for me.
By the way..i just said this cos it just comes to my mind suddenly...nothing particular happened to me these days=D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:20 PM
